Take my heart.


You can have my heart;

I don’t need it anymore.

I hate these feelings;

You can take them, too.

In fact, I was doing just fine before you;

And I’ll do great after.

So you can take my heart;

I don’t want it anymore.

I don’t want these feelings;

Take them too.

I try so hard to be an unemotional person. I fail. But it’s ok. I’ll be a stronger person for it. My dad always tells me I’m too much of a bleeding heart for other people... So I guess it’s ok I’m a bleeding heart for me this time.

I’ve made a lot of positive steps and I’m going to keep moving forward. It’s the only direction I’m going to allow myself to go. No more cognative back stepping.

So today is again the first day of the rest of my life. So here I go, I’m going to tighten my bootstraps and keep on trucking. Resiliency; it’s all I know.

(Originally Posted April 6th, 2008 at 4:31)