quick synopsis

Quick Synopsis:
1) My Best Friend's Mom passed yesterday. I don't know how to help her. I am going to send her a card and be there for her in anyway I can. But I am trying to step back so that I'm not in her way. I know there's a lot going on, and that she will call me when she's ready to talk, or has the time. I just wish there was something more I could do.
2) Haven't slept more than two hours in a week. I can't get to sleep when my mind is racing, and every time I hear a noise I jump about a million feet. Not to mention when I finally do sleep, I'm plagued with nightmares. Being outside when someone else is outside four houses down firing off bullets has proven more traumatizing than I thought.
3) The "Backstabbers" are passive aggressive. Fortunately, I haven't noticed anything there, I have been so busy with everything else, it gets missed until pointed out. And even then, I just can't give a shit. Sorry, I don't have time for whiny, judgemental, immature, money grubbers. I have real life problems. And I'm sorry that you feel the need to complain about me because I put my mortgage before your stupid parties. Wait. No, I'm not sorry about that one.
4) My house is still falling apart.
5) Garage is leaning more. Also falling apart.
6) My insurance doesn't cover what??? Just what I need, medical bills.
7) Car got fixed. Still paying for it.
8) Why is this liquid coming out of my nose?
9) And what is this lump in my armpit?
10) Department Review anyone? We have to have meetings (that take time) to discuss that we are overworked, understaffed, and underpaid?

On the plus side, my puppies are doing well. :) I have been juggling all this fairly well. I am just really, really tired. I have opted to attempt to hibernate this weekend. Around Bridesmaid's dress shopping, and service appointments for the car. You know. It's life. Upwards and Onwards!